Paul the Apostle - El Grecco
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Lenten Observance
“Gladly,
therefore will I glory in my infirmities,
that the power of Christ may dwell in me.”
At first glance the scripture readings
today might seem to be rather unconnected. In the Epistle we have Saint Paul
recounting some of the things that happened to him as an apostle—and there is no
other word to describe his narrative than to call it an “adventure story”—one
can picture Indiana Jones being “lowered in a basket through a window in the
wall”!
The Gospel, however, seems so sedate by
comparison.
Our Lord is telling another one of those pastoral stories—almost like the lilies
of the field. And even though the parable He tells has to deal with something
as serious as the salvation and damnation of souls, it still has a sunny tone to
it—you can picture the warm Judean countryside and a farmer sowing seed, as
farmers had done for thousands of years before.
The Church puts these two passages
together in order to dispel any notions of fatalism we might have about our
Lord’s words. That is to say that the parable of the sower is a sort of
“looking backwards from the future.” It is framed with the perspective of
someone who can look back into the past from judgment day. Because on that day,
it will be possible to look back and see what people did with their lives. Some
will have fallen into temptation and withered away, others will have been choked
out by the cares of the world, and some will have heard and kept the word,
thereby meriting eternal salvation.
But what is important to recognize is
that from our perspective, none of these things is yet fixed. From the
perspective of the here and now, we are not seeds—we are not forced to stay
wherever we land, among the thorns, or on the rocky ground. We differ greatly
from those seeds, in that we have free will, and we have whatever talents of
mind and body the good Lord has endowed us with. If we happen to find ourselves
spiritually by the wayside or on rocky ground, we can move ourselves to the good
ground.
That's why we have this rather
motivational epistle. Paul is writing as a middle aged man—probably about 45 or
so—about doing things that ought to scare a man twenty years his junior. And he
is writing in order to encourage his readers to share in his enthusiasm. He's
not necessarily telling them that they should go out and get shipwrecked, or see
about getting 39 lashes—but he is telling us that we ought not be stingy and
self-protective wherever doing the will of God is concerned.
He even admits to being discouraged a
little bit. He says that God gave him a “messenger of Satan to buffet [him] in
the flesh.” We don't know what that was exactly; some suggest that Paul may
have never recovered completely from the blindness he suffered at his
conversion, so perhaps it was poor eyesight; some even suggest that Paul had the
Stigmata, the wounds of the Crucifixion piercing his hands, feet, and side. In
any event it was a physical affliction. And when he asked for relief, God told
him that His grace was enough; that God would make him strong enough to endure
the trials of this life; that the close relationship Paul had with God in
prayer—even being transported into ecstasy—would overcome all obstacles.
So, during this period of preparation
for Lent, and ultimately for Easter, the Church is giving Saint Paul as an
example. It is urging us not to be “seeds” that have been cast onto bad
ground; urging us to be like Paul, drawing strength from a close relationship
with God in prayer; and urging us to laugh off and even to boast gently about
the difficulties we have endured in order to keep and to spread our Catholic
Faith; urging us not to be inanimate “seeds,” but rather to be men and women
making use of our free will and our talents to secure our salvation.
In fact, we might take the closing words
of this epistle as sort of a motto to sustain us as we make a courageous effort
in carrying out the holy season of Lent that is almost upon us:
“Gladly,
therefore will I glory in my infirmities,
that the power of Christ may dwell in me.”