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Lenten Observance
Explain Septuagesima
Tomorrow is
Candlemas (10 AM)
First Friday
Mass and Adoration (7 PM)
First Saturday
(10 AM) (New Time)
“Have I not
the right to do as I choose?
Or are you envious because I am generous?”
I read an interesting piece on the
Internet a few days ago—perhaps I should say a terrifying piece. It was
entitled “Letter From Beyond” and purported to be a letter from a woman in
hell to a former co-worker.
It is not clear whether the letter is supposed to be real, or just a
fictional exercise by someone familiar with the theology of hell—in either
event, it is a powerful aid to meditation on hell and why we don’t want to
go there. It was good to see such a thing in this age where priests and
bishops talk about hell as though no one ever goes there.
It starts out immediately with the
statement: “Do not pray for me. I am damned.” And “Do not think that I am
telling you [the] circumstances and details about my condemnation as a sign
of friendship. Here we no longer love anyone.” The
letter was written because God required her to write it, and not out of
concern for her former friend. “In truth, I would like to see you
here [in hell] where I will remain forever.”
The woman (named Anne) lamented that
there was no way to end her miserable existence. “I wish I could
annihilate myself … to do away with myself like a piece of cloth
reduced to ashes, leaving no remnant behind. But I must exist. I must be
as I have made myself, bearing the total blame for how I have
ended.”
The poor woman, and everyone with
her in hell, were eaten up with hatred for every one and every thing. She
hated prayer, the Mass, holy water, and churches. “I profoundly detest
those who go to church, along with everyone and everything
in general.”
“Here we drink hatred as if it were
water. We all hate one another. And more than anything else, we
hate God…. The blessed in Heaven constantly behold Him in His
awe-inspiring beauty. That makes them indescribably happy. We know this, and
that knowledge fills us with fury.
I read this supposed “Letter from
Hell” less than I day before I sat down to read the texts of today’s Mass in
order to comment on it. Almost immediately, I saw the connection to today’s
Gospel. The householder hiring laborers and paying them without regard to
the differing burdens they shouldered represents the good God, who desires
the salvation of all His human creatures. The burdens we experience in life
are different for every person, yet God wants to take each one of us to
heaven. Some of His people are holy from early on in life—some repent of a
bad life only on their deathbed—and many are somewhere in between. Some are
raised in the Catholic Faith—others wander through most of their life with
little or no Faith at all. God loves them all, and desires their salvation,
no matter where they fit on the spectrum of doing good works and believing
what He has revealed to be true.
None of us is perfect! Not even the
cradle Catholic who spends all of his life in monastic prayer. The Father
has precisely one Son and one daughter without sin—all the rest are justly
liable to eternal punishment. But God is merciful, and ever willing to
extend His hand to those who seek it in this life.
Perhaps we can see the point made in
the Gospel by the laborers who worked all day in the heat of the sun. But
our Lord was relating a parable—a story that told us that the Kingdom of
Heaven is similar to the earthly situation described.
In the actual Kingdom of Heaven, those who labor all
their lives couldn’t be happier than to see a soul saved later along in life
(even at the moment of death). It does not matter to them at all that they
expended great efforts in life while others will, so to speak, “slide in
under the wire” after spending lives not particularly religious. Indeed,
the holier souls are those who are happy because God is happy with the
conversion and salvation of sinners.
Indeed, the holy souls, are those
who will do all that they can for the salvation of those who do not know
God, and do not keep His Commandments. They will have no envy, and will
rejoice in the salvation of all who are saved.
The unholy souls are those like
those in our “Letter from Beyond” who hate “everyone and everything in
general.” The damned on earth are much like the damned in hell. Those who
hate the good fortune of their brothers and sisters on earth who come to
believe and practice the Catholic Faith late in life will most likely get to
preserve that hatred in the eternity of hell. Those who hate to pray, who
hate to attend Holy Mass, who despise holy water and the Church here on
earth, will get to hate all of these things in the eternity of hell. They
will get to hate even God Himself, who wants everything good for His sinful
sons and daughters. They will have answered “Yes” to our Lord’s question in
the Gospel:
“Are you
envious because I am generous?”
The correct answer must clearly be
“No”! “No, Lord, I am not envious”—for to be envious
of our neighbors’ salvation is to make ourselves like those in hell who hate
every one, every thing, and even hate God Himself! Our answer must always
be “No, Lord I am not envious, for I love You my God, with my whole heart
and mind and soul—and I love my neighbor as I love myself. I want to be
with You, my God, and I want all of your human creatures to be with us for
all eternity.