אהיה
אשר אהיה
[Ordinary of the Mass]
[Mass Text - Latin]
[Mass Text - English]
[Lenten Observance]
“I say to you, before Abraham was made, I am.”
And “they took up stones therefore
to cast at him: but Jesus hid himself, and went out of the temple.”
Interesting how a tiny bit of grammar would cause people to want to kill
someone. The Jews—probably the Pharisees—picked up stones with which to
kill Jesus because in speaking about Himself before the time of Abraham, He
said: “I am.” They knew that by saying this He was claiming to be truly
God—and, from their limited perspective, this was blasphemy and deserved the
death penalty—they intended to stone Him to death.
They believed that they were right
in doing this because in the Book of Exodus, God sent Moses to the Children
of Israel, saying: “I AM WHO AM. He said: Thus shalt thou say to the
children of Israel: HE WHO IS, hath sent me to you.”
If this sounds like bad grammar,
philosophers like Plato, Aristotle, and Aquinas would explain that “God is
the unique being whose essence is existence.” That is to say that God’s
very nature is to exist; that His existence is without any limitation of
space or time; He exists everywhere; He exists in an eternal “now” without
the limitations of “past” or “future.” When God speaks of Himself, it is
most proper to speak in the present tense: “I AM.”
The scholastic philosophers will
also tell us that this pure existence of God is what they call
“transcendental.” Unity, Truth, Beauty, Goodness, and Existence are all
intimately related—and they have their highest exemplar in God. A musician
friend of mine includes “harmony.” Let me give you a few more easier to
understand examples. It is easier to understand the trivial than the
sublime.
·
A man looking at a very well made automobile sees it as a
beautiful thing because the working parts are all
true to their exact purposes and specifications,
and therefore work in unity (or harmony).
Such a car is a good car indeed.
·
Another man is attracted to a beautiful
woman. In her he sees vibrant life and good health—her movements are
harmonious and true to God’s
design for human beings. He perceives her to compliment his own
masculinity in a way that will join them in the unity
of a family.
·
A piece of art or music is beautiful
because it harmoniously unites
its subjects, casting a true representation of them
in paint or in sound. “Dissonance” is not Godly, as my musician friend
says.
My trivial examples, of course, pale
in comparison with God. He is simultaneously Unity, Harmony, Truth, Beauty,
Goodness, and Existence —all in infinite perfection. It is out of this
infinite perfection that He created us, allowing us a finite share of His
infinite Existence. It is out of this infinite perfection that He redeemed
us.
In today’s Epistle, Saint Paul
describes that redemption.
We know that Adam and Eve sinned against God, and had nothing to offer Him
that might make up for their transgression. We see in the Old Testament
that God was only moderately pleased with the gifts His people offered in
sacrifice—their first fruits, and the first born of their flocks were only
partially acceptable to God—and probably because they represented a
conversion of heart, rather than having any true value to Him in themselves.
But Jesus Christ, God the Son of
God, possessed that same infinite perfection as the Father. As the Word of
God He was the exemplar of Unity, Harmony, Truth, Beauty, Goodness, and
Existence. No longer would the Father be asked to accept the puny
sacrifices of men and women: “For if the blood of goats and of oxen, and
the ashes of an heifer being sprinkled, sanctify such as are defiled, to the
cleansing of the flesh: How much more shall the blood of Christ, who …
offered Himself unspotted unto God…?”
Because of the Holy Sacrifice of the Cross, mankind now has a worthy
offering to God—both for the sin of Adam and Eve, and for our own sins.
As we get closer to Easter, the
Scripture readings will describe the intimate relationship between the Last
Supper (the first Holy Mass) and the Sacrifice of the Cross. We will also
read about our Lord instituting the Sacrament of Penance, so that the Holy
Sacrifice could be applied for individual souls who repent of their sins and
present them before the priests in Sacramental Confession.
Coincidentally, just a day or two I
read an essay by Carlo Cardinal Caffarra, Archbishop of Bologna, Italy.
He made the very remarkable point that moral theology was not so much about
doing the will of God as it is about truth—one of our transcendentals
again. The Cardinal’s point was that human beings are created by God, and
in the physical realm of things they are endowed with specific abilities
which enable them to live a life pleasing to God and ultimately to be
rewarded with eternal salvation. Sin is essentially taking those God given
abilities and living a lie with them; perverting them to false purposes for
which they are not intended. The Cardinal was writing about marriage, but
the idea is applicable to all human moral behavior. To live in virtue is to
live in truth—to live according to the way God designed us. It is something
like that beautiful automobile I described before—we lose our
beauty in God’s eyes if we don't work in harmony
with his design for us.
Confession then is like a diagnostic
and a tune up for that car. We must admit where we have been untruthful to
God's design, and sincerely desire to make the appropriate adjustments. We
must sincerely recognize our untrue behavior and fully intend to correct it
in the future. Once again, Unity, Harmony, Truth, Beauty, Goodness, and
Existence are all part of the process because we are creatures of the
transcendent God.
My custom is not to preach on Palm
Sunday, for we read the Passion Gospel of Saint Matthew in its entirety, and
it is a bit longer than most days. I do invite you, however, to pay close
attention to this connection between the Last Supper and the Crucifixion.
It is often minimized in today’s world, and needs to be remembered by all
faithful Catholics.
Without the Crucifixion, the Last
Supper and the Mass would be meaningless. Without the Mass, the Crucifixion
and the Last Supper would have been over and done with two thousand years
ago and thousands of miles away. But our God is transcendental, as He tells
us today:
“I say to
you, before Abraham was made, I am.”
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